Hello, I’m Touhi Touko.
That’s a pen name, of course, but my real name is kinda boring and doesn’t stand out, especially for the kind of things I want to write, so I went with this. Bonus points if you can figure out its basis.
In any case, I’m a computer programmer who worked in video games for a while, took a break, and is now trying to branch out in to other places. This blog is for my brain droppings. Basically, reader response essays to video games, mostly JRPGs and Visual Novels, and notes and thoughts for various projects I might want to tackle on my own. I’m taking courses in Game Design and Fiction Writing, so I want treat this as sort of a running journal for those topics.
To put my biases on the table, I’m a progressive left-leaning white cis male in his 30s, so all my writings will be filtered through that lens. While I will try to do my best to ensure my readings and writings are fair and respectful, I know I have blind spots, and encourage constructive feedback so that I can correct for them.
Just to give you an idea of some of my favorite things…
As I mentioned above, I want to focus my response essays on JRPGs and Visual Novels. I’ve liked JRPGs for most of my life, which led to liking Visual Novels later in life. I started playing JRPGs back on the Super Nintendo with Secret of Mana and Final Fantasy IV, and a lot of how I think about the genre started forming from way back when I didn’t know there was a distinction between western RPGs and Japanese RPGs. Eventually I did find that I mostly don’t like western RPGs, so my knowledge on those is fairly limited to “they don’t behave the way I want RPGs to behave.” As such, I’ll avoid talking about western RPGs as best as I can, to avoid generalizing about something I know little about.
I don’t like ranking things, but here’s a list of JRPGs I’ve really liked over the years, by console. I’ll blanket say I love the Zelda series but don’t consider them JRPGs. I also try to avoid repeating a series per console generation unless there’s significant gameplay differences. Games that are of particular importance to me are bolded. Games that I played later, such as through remakes, are still listed with their initial console.
SNES – Secret of Mana, Earthbound, Final Fantasy V, Dragon Quest V, Lufia II, Harvest Moon, Chrono Trigger, Super Mario RPG, Secret of Evermore
N64 – Paper Mario, Harvest Moon 64
PSX – Final Fantasy IX, Chrono Cross, Xenogears, Wild Arms 2, Grandia, Lunar 2: Eternal Blue Complete, Final Fantasy Tactics, Breath of Fire IV
GB/GBC/GBA – Pokemon Gold/Silver, Mother 3
GCN – Tales of Symphonia, Baten Kaitos, Paper Mario: The Thousand Year Door, Fire Emblem: Path of Radiance
PS2 – Persona 4, Dragon Quest VIII, Kingdom Hearts II, Tales of the Abyss, Shadow Hearts: Covenant, Xenosaga (Series), Wild Arms 5, Grandia II, Disgaea
DS – Mario & Luigi: Bowser’s Inside Story, The World Ends With You, Pokemon Black/White
PSP – Wild Arms XF, Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep, Legend of Heroes: Trails in the Sky, Zettai Hero Project
PS3 – Tales of Graces F, Valkyria Chronicles
Wii – Fire Emblem: Radiant Dawn, Xenoblade Chronicles, The Last Story
X360 – Tales of Vesperia, Lost Odyssey
3DS – Bravely Second, Pokemon Sun/Moon, Fire Emblem Awakening
PSV – Legend of Heroes: Trails of Cold Steel
Wii U – Xenoblade Chronicles X, Tokyo Mirage Sessions #FE
PS4 – Persona 5
Switch – Xenoblade Chronicles 2
Other – Undertale, Cosmic Star Heroine
Wow that’s a big list! You’ll probably notice I might not have named your favorite, or that one of my favorites is one you don’t like. That’s okay! This list is in no way exhaustive and I’m always open to suggestions. I’ve lots of thoughts and opinions about JRPG game design and storytelling that I hope to talk about through this blog.
In any case, playing lots of JRPGs had me expecting a lot of story from my games, which is why I started clicking with Visual Novels, more specifically mystery themed VNs. Ace Attorney was my gateway drug in to them, and while I did try a few of the well known adult oriented VNs like Fate/Stay Night, I’ve mostly stuck with mystery VNs or VNs with some puzzle solving elements. My favorite VNs thus far are Umineko no Naku Koro ni, Danganronpa V3, and Virtue’s Last Reward. I want to play more VNs and talk about VNs through this blog.
I could see myself writing responses to other things in the future, but apart form this, I’m also trying to write more fiction and create games on my own. I can’t promise anything here, but I hope to share creative work in the future. I’ll PROBABLY use this pen name if I create anything related to JRPGs, VNs, or similar media.
My mission statement for this blog is to give my honest thoughts and critiques, and to be as rigorous and thorough as I can. My inspirations for how to style my critical responses are Lindsay Ellis, Dan Olson, Bob Chipman, Film Crit Hulk, Super Bunnyhop, Geoff Thew and Tim Rogers.
And with that… let’s get blogging.
❤ Touhi